How do I identify myself? Maybe the question is more
complicated than the answer itself. What
is identity in and out of itself? Maybe it’s all about the environment in which
one grows up and how we take part in it. It makes sense when evaluated because
there is so many different types of people within any one culture in this
Earth. However, they also share many things in common. Thus, identity seemingly exists as two
different, yet similar entities: individual and social identity. I find it
truly beautiful how life is governed by the existence of opposites: light and
dark, good and evil, hot and cold, etc. It gives life a sort of symmetry and
order in a seemingly chaotic world.
Much like
the dichotomy of identities, my life has always been composed of two distinct
cultures: puerto rican and bolivian. Two apparently different cultures fused
when my parents met all those years ago.
So the question has always been: How do I identify myself? Am I a puerto
rican, or am I a bolivian? It seems like a silly question since they are not
mutually exclusive, but the question remains. In reality, the answer has always
been simple because I have lived my whole life in Puerto Rico and have always
been surrounded by that side of my family.
Needless to say, I have not forsaken the other half of my identity
simply for that reason. In fact, my
identity lies in my name itself since my first name comes from my grandfather
from my father’s side (bolivian side) and my middle name from my other
grandfather.
I have loved my full name ever
since I can remember because it always reminds me of two of the most important
people to ever take part in my life and whom I have admired for so long. I’ve always thought that my parents gave me
this name so I would strive to become a great human being like my grandparents
and to be reminded that no matter where I am, I will always carry with me the
spirit of two cultures and two families so if anyone ever asks the same
question I can simply answer: “both”.

Hi Luis, I really like your idea of life as a "ying-yang", ruled by the light and the darkness, and we in the middle. I must think that the apparently "simple" idea of being from two cultures, in reality, is hard. Being lost, in for example choosing your favorite food when you was a child when your teacher asked to you, it must be difficult to choose with which cultural ideas you react. Did you passed through this? Also, it's very good that you associate with both of your cultures and not letting them to crush, because is good not to imprison yourself on only one culture just because society impulse you to choose and "act" with only one.
ReplyDeleteI've always been more inclined towards the Puerto Rican side of my family because I've lived my whole life here. I guess I'm a bit bias.
DeleteWow, beautiful entry.
ReplyDeleteThank you :).
DeleteLuis! Have you ever considered going to live in Bolivia? Perhaps becomes a little difficult initially, but you are also a bolivian. So you could try… What do you think?
ReplyDeleteNot really haha. The economic situation there isn't exactly great and I want to become a medical doctor so I need to live in the US if I am to practice medicine with a license given by the US Board of Medicine.
DeleteNice :)
ReplyDeletei love the idea of the ying-yang
I couldn't think of a better analogy so I'm glad you liked it.
DeleteHave you ever visited Bolivia? What is the most striking part of Bolivian culture for you?
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